Its just getting worse. First, all I could do was sleep. Now I cant sleep. I wake up in a panic attack in the middle of the night. Every night. I can’t function. Ive always thought I was strong minded. Solid. Now I feel myself slipping into pain induced insanity. I lost my family. The emptiness is crushing. Time is supposed to heal. But it only gets worse. My heart is broken. My mind is following.
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I’m sorry you’re facing debilitating depression. 🙁 I wish you’d see the wondrous person behind the pain and suffering. Remember you did not create this- the depression came from not being able to cope with circumstances. Hold on. You never know what the future holds.
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Yeah. Its hard. Ive been sad, I’ve grieved, but this is my first taste of real depression, with actual mental health implications. And you have it just right. I simply cant cope with the circumstances. Im 35 this year. Its not ancient, but its a little old to start a new family. And honestly I still feel a total loyalty that I cant shake. I dont want something new. I want my wife. I want my son. I dont want to get better without them.