http://youtu.be/ynEaeoJJOyM
I don’t see a point of me being here. What is the point of trying when no one loves you ( I am not saying that I need to rely on someone to be here I am saying that it would be nice to be heard) I honeslty don’t care anymore. It really is all a matter of time before I am gone. No one sees me hurting. I am usually very vocal and speak my mind, I guess it’s not enough. Everyone is blind and doesn’t need to care. They only care about themselves. I don’t want to be the center of attention I just need someone to see the pain that I feel. I want to give up. I have my suicide date but it doesn’t seem soon enough, I am trying to keep going but when everyone seems to leave you and hate on you there really is no point.
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falling_soup ,
if some cares about you they will, you can count them on one hand in a life time, if that’s what your living for may as well end it, but I say care about yourself, you are your best friend, be strong.
Its definitely not easy that’s for sure. I think like you a lot and question things all the time. I’ve had nothing but pain pretty much steady for 15 years or maybe 20 I lost count. All the things I’ve been through I can’t even believe it when I think about it to be honest.
I have had blips of happiness but even those fade and are long gone now.
For what its worth, I hope you stay strong, lord knows I’ve tried for so long just muddling through as much as I can for the time being.