Dear Lover,
I am so sorry that I couldn’t be a better girl for you. I am so sorry that I never measured up to the kind of girl you wanted me to be. I am so deeply sorry that I disappoint you on a daily basis with every screwup I manage to make. I am so sorry that I get scared to lose you, and I tak it out on you. I am so sorry. You deserve so much better than what I give you. You deserve a good girl who isn’t so broken inside, one who doesn’t let you down. You deserve a girl who you don’t have to worry what mood she’s going to be in when you get home, or have to worry if she’s going to hurt herself at any given point. I’m so terribly sorry. I feel even worse knowing that you won’t admit that you deserve so much more than I’m giving you. I feel like I somehow brainwashed you into thinking I’m the best for you, when truthfully, that’s as far as it gets from the truth.
Love,
Your Broken and Hurting Girlfriend
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Omfg I feel the EXACT same way I feel I’m not good enough for my girlfriend I feel I drag her down with my problems cutting suicide attempts depression we are not lovers per say but I do love her I feel she can do better than me
Nup, I’m not going to buy it sorry. I knew I could give my bf the best, I believed in me totally. What I didn’t want was things made up about me. I got dumped once cuz I didn’t respond to a text, he thought I was ignoring him…I was in front of 40 people conducting training so he made it up and I paid the price…that has nothing to do with whether I’m good enough it’s a made up story in his head. I don’t want to be accused of something I’m not doing. That has nothing to do whether I’m good enough as far as I’m concerned it’s a fairytale from him as to my worth. Every guy I’ve met has done that, make up stories and then blame me has nothing to do with whether I’m easy to get along with or whether I think I’m worthy that’s a made up story by them that isn’t true…think about it. Not me causing these terrors.