heres my story:
I am an 18 year old girl with very few friends. I just dropped out of college and moved back in with my mom because I have no where else to go. I dropped out of college because I fucked up my grades. I’ve never had many friends, I went to 4 high schools because I was always moving.
My mom and I fight a lot. I found a job but I have no one to hang out with. It’s depressing. I am tall, slim and pretty with long hair. I am super shy and it’s hard for me to talk to people. Guys hit on me from time to time, but I have no real girlfriends to hang out with. I have thought about suicide ever since I was in middle school. I’ve never come close to doing it but I always think about it. It’s always in the back of my mind
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What’s ur name lonely girl?
yikes! i’m imagining moving back in with my mom… one of us would NOT make it out alive, fer sure.
That’s good you got a job, i’d stay away as much as possible if you guys aren’t getting along. Is there anyone at work you might want to hang out with? Sometimes its easier to make friends with the people at work because you spend so much time together and you have a lot to talk (or *****) about.
School will always be there, maybe you’re just not ready yet, have you tried an online class?
Is dad around? Any other family? The sadness, this weight you carry has to stem from somewhere, do you know what it may be?
hope you post again- let us know how you are –
>>>hugs<<<
i think i might be headed down the same path as you. im in college now but im on the edge grade wise before i get kicked out. As far as friends go… the best way to put it is i get old fast. What i mean is everytime i met new friends they thin my weirdness is funny and love hangout with me.. for a month… then they’d get bored with me and move on. Although they’d still be nice and say hi if i’m around, when im not… its like i don’t exist.
So usually i only have about 5 friends at a time if i’m lucky so i rarely get asked to hangout…. so im lonely too, enough to have the think of death as a release not only from the loneliness but all the stress of college/life/work in general.