I don’t have one to contact you there. but don’t you think we all want out? It isn’t like we chose to be here in these positions where we all feel this way. but for the people who are still here, we are here because we have at least one reason to live, even if we don’t know what it is yet. you can’t lose hope in change. Everything will get better but there is no set date to that better time. Sometimes it takes a really long time. But if you are still here there is a reason, so keep fighting.
We all understand the feeling of being exhausted, at least most of us do. I personally understand that point that you get to where you just want to give up. You don’t think you can fight anymore and even if you could you tell yourself it isn’t worth it, that is won’t change anything. But the thing is you are worth it. Everyone makes mistakes and fucks up. And are you more of a disappointment to yourself than others? Because honestly other people don’t have these huge expectations from you like you may believe they do. But if you have people you really are disappointing then are those people helping you? Because if they can”t help you to get to a place where you no longer disappoint then they don’t deserve the effort you put into pleasing them. have a little faith in yourself and don’t be so hard on yourself. Sometimes we have to feel defeated to want to pick ourselves back up and fight. Today is the day you feel tired and defeated, doesn’t mean you have to give up and be gone by tomorrow.
I know how you feel, its unbearable for a while. just let each episode of bad thoughts pass. sometimes it may not, and thats ok. The smallest bad thing that occurs makes you question your existence and you feel like your going crazy. Don’t worry, your ok, and your not the only one. I faced and sometimes face the same problem, and all I want to do is sleep. Its ok, if you begin to blame yourself, tell yourself its ok. Suicidal thoughts happens because a person has more emotional pain then they can cope with. The Cure, have fun. You can get better insight on how big and awesome our world is just by watching ghibli movies or the movie Tracks. Putlocker.is has loads of free movies. Go on pinterest even if your a guy and search inspiration. See how there is so much bad in this world but an equal # of wonderful, beautiful things. Once you do that, paint, draw, play an instrument, read, write, cook, eat pizza, go out with friends, do anything. If you can, travel to a foreign country and clear your mind. Once you are free from the mind that trapped you, these feelings will go away. You got this!!!!!
-restricting heart are you a counselor or a social worker?
Haha @The-Star-of-Jupiter no I am not. I am only 19. I just spend a lot of time thinking and I’ve been through enough to understand how a lot of us feel in certain situations. I didn’t have people to tell me things like this in the beginning and I know now that it is what so many people need to hear when they go through things like this.
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I’m here, Im 18.
whats wrong?
A lot.. It’s a list.. Just lost confused and really just have no answers
I’m here too. i might be able to help. but if anything just remember you don’t always need answers and you won’t be lost forever.
I’ve been lost for what already seems like an eternity … I want out of this hell!!!
Contact me on kik @ darkestraven1218
I don’t have one to contact you there. but don’t you think we all want out? It isn’t like we chose to be here in these positions where we all feel this way. but for the people who are still here, we are here because we have at least one reason to live, even if we don’t know what it is yet. you can’t lose hope in change. Everything will get better but there is no set date to that better time. Sometimes it takes a really long time. But if you are still here there is a reason, so keep fighting.
I’m so exhausted.. I’m tired if being a disappointment and always fucking things up
We all understand the feeling of being exhausted, at least most of us do. I personally understand that point that you get to where you just want to give up. You don’t think you can fight anymore and even if you could you tell yourself it isn’t worth it, that is won’t change anything. But the thing is you are worth it. Everyone makes mistakes and fucks up. And are you more of a disappointment to yourself than others? Because honestly other people don’t have these huge expectations from you like you may believe they do. But if you have people you really are disappointing then are those people helping you? Because if they can”t help you to get to a place where you no longer disappoint then they don’t deserve the effort you put into pleasing them. have a little faith in yourself and don’t be so hard on yourself. Sometimes we have to feel defeated to want to pick ourselves back up and fight. Today is the day you feel tired and defeated, doesn’t mean you have to give up and be gone by tomorrow.
I know how you feel, its unbearable for a while. just let each episode of bad thoughts pass. sometimes it may not, and thats ok. The smallest bad thing that occurs makes you question your existence and you feel like your going crazy. Don’t worry, your ok, and your not the only one. I faced and sometimes face the same problem, and all I want to do is sleep. Its ok, if you begin to blame yourself, tell yourself its ok. Suicidal thoughts happens because a person has more emotional pain then they can cope with. The Cure, have fun. You can get better insight on how big and awesome our world is just by watching ghibli movies or the movie Tracks. Putlocker.is has loads of free movies. Go on pinterest even if your a guy and search inspiration. See how there is so much bad in this world but an equal # of wonderful, beautiful things. Once you do that, paint, draw, play an instrument, read, write, cook, eat pizza, go out with friends, do anything. If you can, travel to a foreign country and clear your mind. Once you are free from the mind that trapped you, these feelings will go away. You got this!!!!!
-restricting heart are you a counselor or a social worker?
Haha @The-Star-of-Jupiter no I am not. I am only 19. I just spend a lot of time thinking and I’ve been through enough to understand how a lot of us feel in certain situations. I didn’t have people to tell me things like this in the beginning and I know now that it is what so many people need to hear when they go through things like this.
Haha ok you just sound wise for your age :0 And thanks.
Well thank you 🙂
You can email me at savedfromsuicide@aol.com if you want to chat. I’m happy to listen.