Some of you may know me, others.. be thankful you don’t.
This is the first of 3 post I’ll write. Then I think it’ll be time;
Like waiting on the storm to pass..
Like waiting for the go ahead to breath again..
but my breathe rest solely on you now.
So now I wait. Frozen in time.
Time no longer exists.
The fate hangs in the balance.
What will be will be.
How do you convince someone..
ask someone… “Please, do not go into the light, rather,
come back, into the darkness..”
You don’t. You cant…. but I will.
I beg you, come back into the darkness.
Here you can hate me forever… but at least you will be here.
That is all I really want. For you to have the chance to be here.
Because right now? I’m not sure if you will ever get that chance again..
and our last words? I couldn’t live with them. But I know what I need to do.
I’ll do this right.
I’ll fix this.
I’ll save you both,
save you all.
Let me say my farewells…
I’m shutting down, I can feel it..
have been for some time now..
so let me live, so let me die…
and then?
Just let me go…
Let Me Go.