the only thing that’s been keeping me here so far is my family, and the chance that they would really go through a lot of pain and grief if i died. but lately i find that living for other people is not enough anymore. i’m barely hanging on as it is. each days gets more and more hopeless. more and more i just want to end it, and sometimes i doubt the people in my life would really mourn me all that much anyway.
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I say that to myself all the time, that I doubt anyone would mourn me anyway, but deep down I know i’d hurt a lot of people. The only issue is whether its the less of two evils so to speak. Nobody can give you a reason to hang on, only you can create one for yourself. Be strong if you can, that’s all you can do.