Nothing in my life has ever felt right. I am not too old but not not even young enough to change my life. I have made numerous mistakes, tried to make changes but nothing ever works. So the only option I have is to let go. I am tired of people telling me that I can do anything I want, be anyone I want but the truth is that the world doesn’t work that way. People will tell you all sorts of lies even if they themselves don’t believe in any of it. The thing with me is that I am more fond of animals than people and I really don’t give a shit of what people think of me but I am tired of even my family and how they want me to have the same idiotic and illogical beliefs. So it is better if I just die because at least that way I won’t have to be one of them and I won’t feel bad about being alive and unable to make a difference.
PS : No one in my circle has ever forced me to do anything nor do my parents have any expectations from me but I hate people in general.
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Hello. Sometimes I think we’re brought to this world only to make mistakes and suffer from the consequences. Are you sure nothing works? Have you tried EVERYTHING? Letting go might be for the better. If we hold on to the past, it will slowly eat us alive. You are right, the world doesn’t work that way. It won’t give us anything unless we work hard to achieve our goals. Nothing will ever fall from the sky. I’m not telling you lies right now, I’m sharing my thoughts about it. It’s your choice to believe me or not. Do you love animals? I do, too. People can be so cruel, but not all of them. I don’t think I’ll ever loose hope. They let me down many times, but I still believe in good people. If you don’t care about other people’s opinion, why should you care what your family is telling you? Live the way you want to. Do you want to loose to them? Die for them? You are different, isn’t that good enough? You can make a difference if you’re willing to do so. I’m a person, do you hate me? Do you hate me for trying to help you? Thanks for reading.
Thankyou anonymoussoul. As I was writing this post I realized that I was contradicting myself. Looking at many people’s lives, I am no where near to having it rough. Life can get much worse, i know. You are right I shouldn’t worry about what anyone thinks of me, I usually don’t but being unemployed for such a long time and seeing the people around me worried for me made me feel like a burden. I will just stop believing people’s lies and do things my way. That is my solution FREEDOM OF ALL SORTS. AND NO I DON’T HATE YOU, I AM VERY THANKFUL TO YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO REPLY 🙂
Yes, life can get much worse. But it doesn’t mean your problems don’t matter. We all matter. Everyone has different ways of dealing with pain. Why do they make you feel like a burden? Don’t think that way! They probably care about you. Have you tried looking for some jobs? Maybe there’s something that you love to do, try it out? I’m glad I could help you(I hope I did), even tho my advice sucks most of the time. I wish you luck! 🙂 You can do this, you just gotta believe!