I’m very, very tired. I can’t live every day debating whether I should live or not – if I continue living, it’ll stay like this. If I die, I don’t have to deal with this. I know you say it’ll get better, maybe it will, I won’t live long enough to find out. For some reason, I can’t feel happy, even though there’s been cheerful people in the atmosphere. I’m very, very tired. Shall I go about eternal slumber?
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Someone once told me that the saying it gets better sucks because it’s not true. The truth is you get better and get stronger so that all the crap life throws at you becomes nothing you can’t handle. Speaking your mind shows you still want to try so don’t give hope because that is a very dangerous thing
I feel you completely! I feel like this all the time.