This is all I’ve ever known. Music. Music is the only thing that makes me feel anything, better even…..sometimes. Well growing up this way I only know how to deal with my emotions through it. Roger Rabbit by Sleeping With Sirens is my anthem. I think that in my note, if I leave one, this song with be written down for them to listen to. Maybe the lyrics will enlighten them a bit. People make fun of me for being so damn consumed with my music, but I don’t think they fully understand that lonely people do things that look “weird” Lonely depressed people do everything they can to make themselves feel better….. sometimes feeling something at all is better than being numb. If you find a song that strikes your soul of course your going to cling to it! I hope you all can find a song that touches your soul, that makes you feel…..anything….anything at all……
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not a bad song at all
Lately it’s been La Vie En Rose which seems really pompous but my father’s side is Belgian so French is used more than English with them. It’s sort of comforting, that feeling of being part of a clan.
Also Bioshock.
lol…bioshock, yes
If I sit down with a guitar I can fuck off to somewhere better in my mind. Playing a gig is the best…
Same goes for listening to stuff.. Miles Davis or Mr. Coltrane… Today it’s been the first Mars Volta album. Tonight it’s Neil Young’s ‘Tonight’s the Night’ album. Albequrque….