It’s dark.
Real dark.
Some strapped in corners not because they aren’t doing anything, but because they can’t. Some in corners because they really just aren’t doing anything too.
But that’s okay. Don’t you dare feel bad.
Depression does that and it’s completely normal.
It did to me.
You can get depressed about anything at anytime.
There’s no time limit when dealing with depression.
5 years or 50 years. At the end of the day, depression still wins. So if you feel guilty of being depressed about something, for who knows how long, that’s okay. It’s okay.
It kind of stays with you even when you’re better. But it becomes more like occasional sadness rather than constant depression, but that’s really just life, my point is that there’s no getting rid of it, but maybe you knew that already. You can only overwhelm it with other things. Like the happiness of eating pizza or doing a hobby, or anything at all. Keeping yourself busy and working, best if it is productive things.
This may help. Or it may not.
There are still people beside you, whether they’re helpful or not they will at least try. They care. We care.
No matter what you did, good or bad, we won’t judge.
We’re here for you, to give you answers, to help you and to become friends of the mind.
Depression is deafening, blinding and it lingers with horrible pain.
But don’t stop feeling, that just means you’re still alive.
So don’t eliminate your chances of getting better.
Instead, just know that were here. Keep feeling, keep thinking, I won’t say it’s going to be easy, it most probably will be hard. But one day you will thank nobody but yourself at the same time be thankful for everything else, and you will be most proud of YOU for getting through it.
Goodluck.
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I love this.
cool.
Awww I really like this
I agree that you shouldn’t stop feeling. I’ve lost almost all of my emotions – other than regret-anxiety-dread – and it sucks. On the rare occasions that I can cry, I’m like, “THANK YOU GOD!”