At night time when I’m laying awake in bed I hear voices, I know they’re in my head but they aren’t like normal thoughts; they sound real and alive like someone’s speaking to me. It makes me confused thinking about it because they’re always right but they’re never things I’d personally say to myself or even think in my head. Most of the time they’re negative things, comments on my personality or how I look and act. Other times it’s like they’re trying to make me think that someone’s done something horrible or that I should do something horrible.
I guess I’m just overly confused about what’s going on at the moment, I don’t want to hear them but I don’t get a choice in the matter. Is there something wrong with me? Shouldn’t I be able to control what I’m thinking?
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I’m not a doctor, but I’ve heard voices too. Mostly one voice which was a dead person. He would say (my name) you’re going to die and just say that over and over getting faster and faster until I thought I’d burst with insanity and fear. I healed myself and that spirit too. I have some techniques… But I think this stuff is all very individual. What worked for me may not work for you.
hi QuirkyFox, i was going to comment on your one recent post but then suddenly it got disappeared in the midway of writing comment . what happened to that post??
Hiya Moonshine,
Sorry I don’t like to put too much about me up and I realised I was giving too much away. Referring to people I love and stuff so I removed it. The sentiment still remains though.
Sorry for wasting your time. MS. That was never my intention. I’m probably going to be leaving SP soon. I feel ok right now and I don’t want to be seen as the ‘happy brigade’ when these guys are suffering so deeply.
Its Okay. It was not more than 1-2 minutes. If i had not utilized that 1-2 minutes in your post, i would have wasted it somewhere else. Only a few days back you were telling that how will you abandon all things and start living on road or buy a van and live in a van.
ITS GOOD THAT YOU ARE NOW FEELING OK 🙂 . I HOPE YOU BE ALWAYS OK LIKE THAT!
No, it doesn’t sound normal to me.
Since you say you know they are in your head, i assume they’re some of your thoughts that for some reason you hear as if they are voices talking to you, rather than have them proccess normally as thoughts.
When negative, bad thoughts get proccessed normally in your mind, they don’t have any massive bad effect no matter what they are about, since they are just thoughts.
But if you physically hear them as if it’s someone talking to your ear; it might be a problem.
If you don’t want to hear them and still do, and if you actually hear them in a way that seems like they’re actually there with you and talk to you,
You should find a way to get help or checked by a doctor before this has any sort of bad effect on you.
I am not an expert or a doctor, and i never experienced this sort of thing,
But i have a hard time controlling some of my thoughts regardless and it is quite hard for me.
If i had to hear some of them out loud, i am sure that i would go insane.
If it keeps happening and you keep hearing negative sort of thoughts out loud as voices, i would suggest you get it diagnosed and treated before it gets any bad effect on you.
I’m not going to say too much. But tell them to bug off don’t do anything they say think of a blue radiescent bubble around you. That’s the spiritual side. The physical side is if it gets to be a problem you may have to go on anti psychotics or neuroleptics. They suck being on them but for many they work. I believe there is a spiritual and physical side to these so called voices. Me I hear them within and without they manipulate my thoughts harass me and I’m on meds so meds aren’t a cure all but may help. Good luck.
I don’t have a big issue with hearing them, they scar me a little and sometimes trick me into believing them but usually I’m sane enough to remember that it’s all in my head. I don’t believe in ghosts, no one close to me has ever passed away.
I’m going to talk to my psychologist about this when I see her next, thank you everyone for helping.
Little Wolf,
My little Wolf EEERRRROOOOWWWW! “Is there something wrong with me? Shouldn’t I be able to control what I’m thinking?”
No! everybody hears voices! how them hear them is in many different ways, in your head, talking to yourself, or talking to someone that’s not there, it’s actually you talking to yourself, trying to make since of everything, could be giving yourself advice, could be punishing yourself for being so…… stupid! 🙂 but! when you are thinking or hearing the voices when they are positive let them speak! when they are negative then say ok ok! I get it! and change the subject! you are in control of them! they can be useful and helpful, and they can be harmful! when they get harmful just change the channel! say to yourself ok that’s enough! and start thinking about positive things.
Thanks Rocketman. I tried doing that last night and it kinda worked it just felt really strange to be having conversations in my head. I’m sure I’ll get used to it though.
Little Wolf! ha ha! that’s what I do! Eeerrrooowww!!!! IT WORKS! just change the subject!
Just sayin I started hearing voices again after this post sheesh… Really disracting when your driving ):
It’s weird though.. saying …”I’m in here” “down here” calling for help I guess. Maybe they’re coming back to me. I don’t mind too much…I’m good with them.