I began to cut again . Six fucking months clean . I didn’t realize how much better it makes me feel. What led me to start again, well the numbness I feel inside, I want to feel something. I fucking hate it here and the constant reminder of how I am no good or that I Should kill myself. My friends always say they will there for me but when I need them where are they to be found ? So that is why i say fuck everyone and fuck and fuck what people think, i don’t want to hear it, I am sick and tired of them pointing out my flaws and all I want is some fucking peace and quite.
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Well I was like you, I had lot of friends who kept saying that they will be there for me but I kept feeling lonely, so now I don’t have any friends, one of my best friend gave up on me because I was depressed and the other one..I ended the friendship because we were going on different ways and I couldn’t do it anymore. So now I’m alone, I have no one to tell about my problems, and somehow I think it’s better this way, I’m still young, I know that inevitably I will make other friends, maybe better, but I know that the most important thing is learning how to live with myself, ’cause I’m the only one I have, and yeah, fuck everyone, you don’t need them, you only need yourself, don’t depend on others, depend on yourself!
Thank you so much . staying strong (: thank you ????
I’m very proud of you 6 months.. I couldn’t even last 6 days without cutting its my life line..but I hope you find your peace and quiet I’m still searching for mind so your not alone
Thank you . yes it has been a long time, I had being watched by my family and so they kept a close watch . I fucking hated it though I hate it because I know they don’t care but like fuck it IMA do me and whatever feels good just trying make it to the day when I can happy .
Don’t listen to them as they does not matter.
Great (: