Well, I will uh, I’ll keep this concise. I am admittedly young. I am old enough to realize that I have feelings for members of the same sex, and, when my parents found out, indeed, my dad broke into my phone and found my boyfriends contact, we’re not happy. Their supposed perfect son was…. Undesirable as far as they are concerned. They have tried to get me to fix my “lifestyle” and “help me though this phase.” As it is, this is just…. Breaking me. I physisically cannot fathom how who I care about can make me undesirable. And while, I have figured might as well survive for a few more years, further resolve to live past that is… Minimal. No. Nonexistent. People say a mothers love is powerful. While that my be true, I have figured that a mothers rejection, no, disgust at who you are is much much stronger. Now, I was never an uptight kind of guy. No, there is no violence or verbal assalt against me, for that I am great full, but, the obvious distaste. Brazen looks of “where did I go wrong?” Is slowly eating me alive. I suppose I am looking for…. Help? No. Advice. Something to pull me through. Thank you for reading. And, feel free to give me a word of wisdom. I really do need them.