Why do people have to be so mean. Every time i let someone in they always have to hurt me. I hate it how people always say they there gonna be there for me and once they see that i really do care about them they just leave. I just wanted a friend but they eventually just leave, but then they say life is worth living. i just want that oe person who will say they wont leave and then they do. my mom prefers weed ad meth so she’d set me away to my step dads who loves going to the bar. But i keep telling myself one of these days life and everything would get better but its getting really hard to believe that. I don’t know, having a girl friend isn’t my main priority but I’m just really tired of feeling alone. hopefully everything will get better, life work in crazy ways.
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Im so with you, one person can impact your life so much, they have no clue that they do until its till late. stay strong
My mom does drugs too. She always chose men and getting high over me. I have no friends, and when I do make friends, it’s all about them. And sometimes when I make friends it’s all about me and in the end I end up alone again, each time looking foolish no matter which way the tables are turned. I feel like never talking again, maybe letting go of the need to have a friend will release some worry. Posting here has helped me greatly. And the good thing about life is that it’s always changing, nothing stays the same. Guide the change like reins on a horse away from repeating what your parents are doing, don’t turn yourself into a clown and you’ll be better off on this journey.
thankyou and everything will be okay, just try to be positive.
Hey dude, just try to hang in there just a little longer. Everything will turn out okay. Try to find a happy place where you can just be yourself. Having a girlfriend might help, but just make sure that this is the right person. People will be there for you, but you have to give them a chance. If people are mean, just take a step into their shoes, and think about maybe what they have been through. If you think about suicide, just remember that there will always be someone you can lean on. Try to find an outlet. Everything will be fine if you let it be. If anything doesn’t go your way, then just take a step back and figure things out. If I can live, so can you.
ok thanks and i hope everything turn out good for you too. i know people can be dicks and its apart of life but one of these everything will turn out good. you just gotta be sure that you don’t go down the long road.