Why do people have to be so mean. Every time i let someone in they always have to hurt me. I hate it how people always say they there gonna be there for me and once they see that i really do care about them they just leave. I just wanted a friend but they eventually just leave, but then they say life is worth living. i just want that oe person who will say they wont leave and then they do. my mom prefers weed ad meth so she’d set me away to my step dads who loves going to the bar. But i keep telling myself one of these days life and everything would get better but its getting really hard to believe that. I don’t know, having a girl friend isn’t my main priority but I’m just really tired of feeling alone. hopefully everything will get better, life work in crazy ways.