I feel like I always fall short no matter what. Skills? Nope, so and so is better at this and so and so is better at that. I have nothing that I excel at. I’ve tried to meet my parent’s excpectations for 12 years. All my hope is dripping away slowly everyday. No body needs me. My family has my perfect little brother, my friends have their friends. After all, I’m just a tiny speck out of a few billion people. I don’t feel like anybody cares about me, but then I could be mistaken. So far, the only reason that’s kept me alive is the precious hope that’s slipping out of my fingers like granules of sand. After a little bit, I’m gone. I’m not even sure I’m worth the funeral bills. I just want to know, who else feels like me?
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I feel the way you do. I won’t bore you with the details of my life, but just know that I’ve spent my 29 years on earth in relative solitude. The only thing of importance in my life is the paycheque I get every two weeks for working my basic job. I use it to pay bills, stay fed, and play the stock market. Beyond that, my life is a void. My friends have all paired up with people and are starting their lives, family is off doing their own thing; I’m just here working and watching tv. mary jane makes my empty life worthwhile though. say no to booze, cigarettes, pills etc, but say yes to herb. it numbs the pain of a nihilistic life. That’s my only suggestion, as bad as it may sound. Don’t give up on life just yet. Even though I’m terminally alone, I’ve been happy (and I don’t mean because of mary jane).
Making easy money trading stocks always gives me a huge boost to my joy receptors. Get enough cash and you can re-shape your life to suit your true desires. If you had a few million dollars right now, RIGHT NOW, what would you do? I bet that you wouldn’t be on this website. People like us, with oodles of time on their hands because nobody wants to hang with us, can achieve so much more than most other people. We have all the time in the world, and all the motivation we need to try and make our lives better. Use your time wisely friend. Stocks may not be for you, but focus on increasing your wealth any way you can because I promise you that money does buy happiness.