As the description says. A friend of mine just did it this monday. And all i can think of is that im jelaus of him. He had the guts to do it. To finally get the eternal rest.
He had been hospitalized for a time now, and he was just on his way out this week. But he came to his senses and did it just before he was to get out. I really hope that i will have the curage to do it soon. If he, that was so sucsessfull in every way (great body, best job, articles writed about him..) could do it, then why not me? He had so much but still did it. I dont have anything and i cant do it. Why!?
I Have everything that i need. Meds, the knowlege to tie a knot. That is my plan. Drug myself to the point where i past out, and then with the snare around my neck, just die. Now u know it.
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I’m sorry about your friend (i guess that it must have had an impact on you, other than jealousy), and i hope i’m not being disrespectful but there’s something i wanted to comment. You mention that he had everything and he still was suicidal and ended his life while you have nothing so there’s more reason for you to do it. At times i really wonder about that common misconception, because to me it makes sense that a person that has everything can get depressed easily depending on how their mindset is, as in, if they are the kind of people used to pursue goals they can start to feel a lack of motivation and sense when they have nothing left to fight (and that usually ends badly).
On the other hand, you could debate that someone that has nothing could always have the drive of getting that something or somewhere that they want as a reason to go on, but i guess everyone is different. In any case, good luck with whatever you end up doing, and again, i’m sorry about your friend, hope that at least he found peace.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKa-DI9jRo0
If you place your happiness and definition of success on worldly things, people, even thoughts you will never be content. All those ‘things’ and ‘people’ will slip through your fingers like water through a sieve. Lovers will leave you, money comes and goes, thoughts blow through your mind in crazy rapid succession. It’s a fools game.
So, on what do you place you happiness? Answer that question and you’ll be rich beyond this world.