I feel broken and flawed

I tried to make an account and saw I was messing up on the number identification. I wanted to vent so bad but then gave up. Decided to read others people perpective. I read yours and desperately wanted to comment because what I read was 100 percent true for me. I felt the exact same way. Like Im a screw up and have no work ethic. Iv quit everything my whole life cz I’m so lazy. I know i say it’s cz I have a depression disorder but I also now know that I couldn’t make myself do anything even if I really wanted to. I have no hope for a happier day and feel lost at all times. Even downloading music is a pain. I’m 28 and I feel the exact same way. Iv wasted so much of my parents money and feel so worthless. Nobody understands me and even knows how I function and I function in a pathetic cowardly way operating out of fear and wanting comfort instead of challenge. what ur feeling isn’t completely unique. I hate myself too. I’m even judging this comment.