I wish I knew how to help everybody and sadness wasn’t a real thing. I wish nobody encouraged suicides I just wish words would actually cure depression and it was easier to get help. I wish suicide wasn’t such a common thing it makes me sad that so many people want to die and feel the same way I do. I’m sorry for everybody going through these feelings but make sure you’ve put in all the possible effort you could to be happy before considering suicide. I don’t see suicide as a selfish thing because I feel like if you feel trapped being alive no matter what staying here strictly to keep your loved ones happy would just make it worse for you I feel like if you kill yourself your loved ones should view it as at least you’re finally free of all the sadness the world has put on you. I don’t know where I’m going with this post but I’m just more worried about everybody else’s happiness right now rather than my own
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No one knows what happens when you die. I have read about people that survived jumping, and they say they just think “all my problems could just have been fixed”. I’m not happy all the time, no one is. I think if I really did it, I would regret it, if its possible to feel that. You read about ghosts, and they claim those people stay around, because they weren’t ready.
Damnit, i want to stop being sad and so angry, but after all the times i have tried, things did get better for awhile. Maybe things will get better again.????
and jenjen,
I hope that things get better for you. It sounds like you’ve had some semi positive experiences in your past, and that you still have hope for the future. If you have some idea of how things might get better, go for it! After all, once you die, there is no going back. Those who have those thoughts when they die have them because they know deep down that there is a way to change things, so just look into yourself and ask yourself, “if I could do anything, without worrying about what other people thought, without any limitations of any sort, what would make me want to live”, and if you can come up with a answer, do it. What do you have to fear after all, if you are already at death’s doorstep?
I’m sorry that you’re in the same place as the rest of us as well redemption. You seem like a caring and compassionate person. Like you said, I wish the world was a better place too, but it’s not, and we can only do what we can. Some will make it, others will not. Either way, though I know you say you are more concerned with other people than yourself right now, I hope something brings you some hope in your life soon!