I am the outcast. I always feel like no one will notice if I am gone. When I go to high school I feel so trapped then I go home and I feel extremely alone. I never feel like I belong anywhere. There are moments where I came so close to committing suicide just I get scared. I get scared because what if I do it and it isn’t any better on the other side what if I am even more alone. My family life just is terrible and my school life is so much worse. I have to pretend to be someone I am not just to get through the day. I feel like I live in a world that no one cares. I am scared of myself because I want to die but at the same time I don’t. I just want some one to see me for me.
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There are people who see you for you, you have to just look for them, and you will find them.
Honestly, i can relate very heavily to everything you mentioned.
When i was at highschool it was pretty much that way for me.
But you won’t be stuck at highschool forever.
Maybe after you pass through it things will change for better. You might meet people you get along with better, people who will actually want to get to know you and would actually be interested in the person you truely are.
There are many different people out there so even if at first it seems like no one will, it’s always possible.