Well I tried cutting for the first time today……
I thought that maybe since it helps a lot of people with their problems one way or another it might help me.
Well, it didn’t.
I was so freaked out.
At first it looked like the blade didn’t do anything but then my skin started opening and you could see this white layer right under my skin and blood wouldn’t stop coming out.
I know, it’s kinda gross.
I’m sorry if I just made you feel sick but I had to tell someone.
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Good, please don’t. It won’t help. It doesn’t others, it seems to become an addition, something that feels good, pain or something that they feel they have control over.
I have met very few cutters who would recommend it. Same with smokers. Doesn’t mean its not fun, doesn’t mean that it does not “make” you feel better…
I don’t know if this means anything to you or not. But I have enjoyed reading your words. I know it doesn’t help with the pain, or fix anything. I wish it did.
Honestly, it does. I enjoy reading your comments. You always make my day. I always look forward to reading your comments. I feel like we have so much in common. Maybe it’s just me but that’s how I feel…..You probably think I’m weird now but just whatever…..
Thank you for you very generous words. We do have much in common. Also much, not so much in common ^_^. I don’t think you are weird or strange at all.
I think you give great advice and your words are really helpful……
The white stuff is tissue. You cut too deep. Try not to cut so deep next time or better yet don’t cut at all. I know it’s stupid but sometimes I can’t resist cutting myself. Last time I was in MHU at hospital for cutting they took me to the jail when I was released for an outstanding warrant. All the other inmates made fun of me, but on the plus side no one hassled me when I was there. Just try to stop cutting before it becomes a habit.
I promised myself AND a friend I wouldn’t do it again but I might not be able to keep my word.
Where did you cut? Did you only cut your arms?
Umm I cut my left forearm…..