No Will to Live: Part 4

After middle school, Isaiah decides to do somethinf about the bullying. He works out everyday, starts getting his hair cut, and begins to change his overall appearance. At the age of 14, he begins to feel better about life. Why? Because not only is he looking and feeling different, but people are treating him differently. People begin to become nicer to him. For once he begins to feel love and attention that he never recieved as a child. He doesn’t know how to handle it so he eats the attention up and becomes a bully himself. He unconsciously wants to spread pain to other people. The same pain that they wrought on his soul. As time and years pass, Isaiah tries to enjoy life while feeling depressed and suicidal at moments. Now Isaiah used to have a lot going for him after he graduated from highschool. He was dancing and acting in plays and even went to an acting school. But due to certain events that took place, he lost his desire to become what he was on his way to become. You see, Isaiah learned a lot from his experiences. He went from growing up with nothing but pain by his side to enjoying life with a lot of depressing and suicidal moments and back to more pain but with the depression and suicide. This concludes this story, but there is more to find out about what goes on in Isaiah’s psychotic mind. In future posts I will explain how I……i mean Isaiah developed his intuitive skills to break the codes of religion and education and how he exposes these systems of control. There will also be more, just keep reading this shit…..