I was watching tv had a couple of laughs then went back to my usual depression when i rembered that i am alone and always been. Cant even sleep cus my own thoughts betray and remind that i am alone and reminding to never dare to hope because it will only lead to more self hate and to more suicidal plans that i try to get rid off but i just cant because its the only way to “get out” of my life. I used to think i could escape into my dreams and forget about my reality at least for a while but that all changed now my dreams seem to mirror my reality giving me nothing to escape or sadly loon forward too. I know i am to weak to just ended but maybe i can get the guts to do it …….
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I can understand you. I too have problems with sleep. I stay awake for very late at night. I am always alone. No one is their. Don’t worry! Go with the flow.I hope you can get your that dreams back.
I feel the same, how to get ride of it? I don’t know, I think that there is only one way.