there goes that numb feeling.. That emptiness and the tears follow.. Its crazy that I could actually do something with my life but its to late for me..my life was over before I had a chance to be on my own..i hate my mother she’s been through so much and if only she got help I wouldn’t be so fucked up so now I’m stuck with the damage the PTSD and depression the every day struggle to smile and act like everything is okay while going to the bathroom 3 times a day just to cut.. My brain is fried everything hurts so much..i cry over the simplest shit like wake up girl your 21 a nurse assistant your beautiful you have a wonderful girlfriend that actually by love you flaws and all but I try not to listen cuz I have a bad habit of telling my self to commit suicide so it like what should I believe..Im just lost inside of my head????
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Hey Hun… You’re not alone… And it’s never nice suffering from depression and it’s really hard to keep it together at work when you are so sad… Just keep hanging out with your friends, if your girl is really good for you then lap up all her love (and don’t forget to return when you feel in better moods) try to forgive your mum and don’t let her take the blame anymore… This will just give you the excuse you need to spiral further down and you might really end up in shit (read some of the stories here… I think you can still take control). Forgive her and take responsibility moving forwards (maybe you need to face her about this to do that)….
Sometimes it will work, sometimes not… Just take every day as a new day and think about how to solve that day… Best of luck Hun