Anyone else who is negatively affected by the summer break? Like me because I’m all alone most of the time? School as much as anyone can hate it was a place to socialize for me and with it gone I feel like I’m hated and realize that all of the people I talked to in school aren’t real friends, they’re just people that I talked to and joked around with. There’s a lot worse than that but I hate it. I stay up at night (like I am right now) because I just can’t get the voices inside of me to shut up. I just wish there was some way to make me feel better, the pills don’t work, we can’t afford therapy, and I have to work. Work is just about my only release though, a lot of physical labor and time outside makes me feel a lot better, but I can’t have that when I’m in my bed typing at my computer. I just have to deal with it on my own sometimes. I deleted some of my friends’ numbers and any calls/texts so that I wouldn’t have bug them constantly and only one came back and texted me herself. I thank anyone that read this and spent the time of their day to look, special thanks to any commentators.
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I also feel alone however for me it’s pretty similar but one difference is I don’t think I’m strong enough to continue like this and for me there is no release but on a bright note you shouldn’t worry because those who want to be in your life will find a way in it just takes time
Have you ever played the Sims? That helps me in my lonely times.
I stay up all nite because my mind wont stop racing. I hate it. I try sleep all day but most of the time I toss and turn. I do nothing. I hope your problems get better. mine are not….
Omg I thought I was the only one who deleted friends phone numbers so I wouldnt bother them. I have the exact same problem as you. I graduated 8th grade a couple days ago and that dosent help any. If you want, I can give you my kik and we can become friends because it sounds like we both need a real friend.