Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies.

He was feeling sad today cause of a family problem, I tried my best to make him feel better, I tried to let him know that I was feeling worried about my life too, college and stuff. And I was just starting to tell him, when he started to talk about his problem and I completely forgot about myself, so I can focused on him and try to make him feel better and not sad. And tried and tried my best, and he never let me in, he tells me “I love you” and I take it, but it feels like a lie, why. He tells me I’m making him feel less sad and better, but he’s just writing so much sad, broken hearted stuff, that I can’t help but think he’s thinking about his ex. So, what about me, what should I do? Just be there whenever he wants me ? Just try to make him happy till I run out of energy and let myself break down. Until I get my heart broken ? Cause he just needed me whenever he wanted, whenever he felt sad ? Cause I was just a replacement ? The one he can use whenever he wants to feel better? To feel loved? I don’t know what to think anymore, I don’t want to be used. But I think he’s doing it.