I love her I need her so much she’s my everything and she left. I can’t get her back and I now I have no purpose. She stitched this broken man back together and then tore out the staples leaving me more broken than before but I need her so badly
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I know how you feel, I’ve dealt with that loss before, so as probably 95% of the people on here. Try finding someone else, there’s a billion or so ladies in the world, certainly there’s someone else out there for you.
I wish I had a friend who felt the same. Thank you for your comment. I truly appreciate it.
It’s been just over a year since my soul mate cut herself free from the life we built together. I’ve got no plans to be with anyone in the future and it still hurts that she doesn’t love me anymore. Doesn’t even want to contact me in over a year.
It’s my fault..
Ok, this probably doesn’t help
But i feel you on this. There’s nothing we can do.
Just take it day by day and try not to beat yourself up about it too hard.. but it’s ok to beat yourself up a little.. I’ll allow it
Carry on
I wish you were closer. You really know what this feels like.
Who? Me? *points to self*
Yeah I get you! I play this game a little too often, myself. It use to be that I was the one running away from girls I thought lost love for me. But in reality it narrows down to maybe 2 concepts.. one is that I never gave enough room to grow and could never express myself or hold back certain emotions, causing stress on the relationship.. and the second concept is that they never cared for me at all but we’re just little sluts with daddy issues, meaning it was doomed from the start.
One thing I learned from my last real relationship was this..and it might help you.. it’s that, when starting out a new relationship we try to fit ourselves into other people’s lives (maybe from a guy’s point of view) and as we learn more about that person we take note of all the ways we are right for that person, all the ways we would improve that persons life by being apart of it. Even when knowing a person for a long time before hand, we still learn more about them that we couldn’t see from a distance. Sometimes it seems like it makes more sense to follow our good nature and be the hero.. but heros are always the lonely ones. Heros always get left standing. And if you aint the hero, your the one being helped..and no one wants to be in that position either.
I cant tell you what a perfect relationship is..I’ve never had nor seen one for myself. But i can tell you that a relationship should always start out with mutual respect, trust, honesty, priority and patience. For me, one of these elements always seems to be out of touch. If it isn’t one thing it’s another.
Hope that wasn’t too much of a ramble.