It’s funny actually. How life plays out slowly. And sometimes painfully. I guess I have no explainable reason I want to commit suicide. There are reasons. Believe me there. Very deep reasons. I have thought long and hard about this. And I have made up my mind. That I am taking my life. I am not writing this in sought for. Help one would say.. Buy more in the form of. The finale will redemption. I have no one to give anything to so it’s very bothering.
I live in Johannesburg, South Africa. I am very young. Very young indeed. I have a very active and social life. I live a good life for someone like me indeed. I guess I have come to this decision. Because. Of….realization. Honestly, I don’t have much to say. Except you all have a place in this world and you all have a reason. Nothing is ever in vain. I myself have succeeded my purpose in life and I am ready to sleep. To anyone who read till the end. My name is Julien N. Vetter. I am fifteen. And I am the holder of the fifth eye. My life will be ended on the 6th of July. And my body will be discovered on the 9th of September. All i have to say now is. Goodbye and be who you really are. Not who you have to be to be accepted
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Julien, I am so sorry to hear about your choice. I wish I could say something to help stop you. But, I know what that feels like…not wanting to go on. May I ask how you plan to?
Sorry. Im not aloud to share methods on this site.
Please don’t kill yourself. Please rethink this.
Wait how do you know that your body will be discovered on the 9th of September?
Hi onkerio, I’m sorry you have such a painful life at a young age. Are you sure you have completed your purpose in life? I once read about a young boy in India(?) who translated a religious text and felt that was his purpose in life, so he starved himself to death afterwards. I don’t know. I feel if you accomplish something early in life, ESPECIALLY if you accomplish something early in life, that means you should be able to do much more.
I’m not even sure if that makes any sense or if it applies to your situation, but to quote you: “you have a place in this world and you have a reason.” And if you accomplish it & still have some time left, I’m sure there is more you can do?
Today is the 6th .. Bye in a bit i guess
Goodbye, I hope your journey into the Beyond is swift and peaceful. Peace be with you.