I dont know what my life has come to. I wake up every morning and struggle to find the strength to get up. The emotions just overwhelm me, i used to just be able to push it to the back of my mind but now i can hardly make it through the day without falling apart. I cry myself to sleep every night and I cut too. Its like my whole world is falling apart and I don’t know how to fix it. I seem to be pushing everyone away but i cant help it. Im not living for myself anymore im doing for my family although their the problem. I have a druggie for a mum and an alcoholic as a dad! What does that mean for me? Ive bottled up all the pain for years and now everything has just erupted and it hurts so much! I dont see a future anymore. My life is hanging it the balance. HELP!!!
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That’s usually what happens when someone puts away their pain for so long. Once it finally gets out the pain takes over. Is there anyway you can work toward leaving your mother and father? If they are hurting you and causing pain one way to get yourself better is to rid yourself to them. Maybe not forever, but for now.
I have a feeling they are not, but if your parents are willing to listen you should make some grounds rules, they are suppose to be taking care of you not the other way around.
Do you have friends or relatives you could stay with? Any way to take a break and focus on yourself. I’m sorry I may not be of much help, but I have hopes you can find a solution and give yourself a better life.
suicidal_101,
can’t help what other people do with their lives but you can learn from their mistakes, so your future is in your hands, the decisions you make will dictate your future “DONT MAKE A MISTAKE BABY!”