I had the most beautiful dream – in it, I sat somewhere.. under a tree or on a bench – I’m not sure
A man sat next to me – I don’t think I knew him, or maybe I did – he slowly leaned over and kissed me ever so gently on the lips. The feeling that came over me was absolute love… there were no expectations, no sexual innuendos, nothing but pure, unconditional love. When I awoke – that kiss fresh on my lips – and found that it was a dream, my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. It was only a dream – a dream of the one thing they taught me as a child could be mine – the one thing in this life I have not found even though I’ve searched for many years – True, abiding, unending, perfect love…
Married twice, divorced twice, alone so long now,
I don’t remember having ever been so very sad before
So very alone
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Life …what a tragic farce. My heart goes out to you
At least you got that far I still can’t get over by ex that fucked me over and I let her because I was so desperate for love
Hey, from what you have written, what i understood is.. you should change your way you live now. . The problem might be within you.. first of all.. there is not a thing like true love.. it’s very very very rare…. and it’s in your hands.. you show him true love.. he’ll return it to you..
I love dreams. For me, sometimes they answer a problem I’m having. Other times they don’t seem to mean anything at all. Sometimes I wake up from them really happy and other times my heart is pounding because I’m so horrified at what’s happening in the dream. Occassionally I’ve been able to do lucid dreaming (google it if you’ve never heard of it). But I’ve never been able to attain any mastery over my lucid dreams like others are able to. I had this weird dream the night before last where my soon to be ex-wife was pleading with me to make love to her. I told her that I didn’t think it was a good idea and turned around and walked away without looking back. I took this dream as a sign that maybe I’m finally moving on with my life.