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suicidal thoughts consume me…..

i feel like everyone hates me, nobody likes me…. whats wrong with me….

my lab partner decided to switch partners without even telling me – yes cause she doesnt like me…

everybody at work hates me……. im not even doing anything.
and now at home, he hates me.

what if im dead instead, ill be gone. for sure they’ll be hurt, shocked, and probably will move one eventually. but i will get my peace… forgive me Lord, you know whats in my head or what im feeling

i have nobody to talk to. even my managers wont talk to me. theyre useless. you cant even voice out your concerns. even my boyfriend wont listen. nobody listens….

my family would be in so much pain, they would hate my boyfriend, they would. but please dont, this is my own doing, im trapped.

i just want my peace