It’s scary

This is how I feel so I looked at the things that were bothering me in my life. However small they were it was a bother and I wrote a list. My aim is to fix it so that I can feel better but I’m scared I will still feel this way when it’s over. The evidence that I won’t feel this way is that with each thing I cross off I feel a little less stressed and more relieved and happy. I suppose that’s why I’m holding onto hope to getting better. I want to for my partner, he is in the same situation and I figured. It’s no wonder we are both not able to lift each other up, we feel so down. Even if one has an on day and the other is off … it’s still an off day. I don’t want off days any more. I need to keep fighting these thoughts and feelings but you’ve pinpointed it for me in this post. I wish you the best. <3