So Tired…..

I have been feeling so down these past few days emotionally mostly out of loneliness and past thoughts haunting me. I really want to go down to the local festival tonight. But I don’t want to go a lone. It gets depressing watching the happy couples walk around and the groups of friends. My dating life is pretty much in the pits right now. I have talked to a few guys since me and my ex broke up but they led to no where and I got to be honest most of the single guys around my area suck! well due to the fact that most of the good ones or ones worth dating are either gay or taken. *sighs* and my friends that I normally hang out with live to far away in the summer to hang out together. I am so sick of feeling like this especially when there bigger issues in the world. Hopefully things will start to look up soon and I can survive these next 30+ days till fall classes start up again .