um hi,
this is my very first post. i should probably tell you guys a little bit about me i guess. well, my name is Andromeda, i am 16 year old, high school junior, and i live in California. I have had a great childhood, and i have wonderful family, and friends. I am very grateful for the roof over my head, the food in my belly, and the clothes on my back. But i have ALWAYS felt extremely depressed all of the time. Despite my perfect life i have been bullied severely throughout my whole life, and i have never told my family or friends. I honestly feel like i shouldn’t be complaining about this because i know that there are so many people out there who have it so much worse than me. i just need to get this off of my chest, because it’s been building up since the 2nd grade. if anyone is reading this, thanks. So lets get started!
i have been self harming since the 4th grade, and it has been getting worse, first i started cutting, but now i am cutting and burning myself. I’m really surprised that my family hasn’t found out by now, ha! i should be happy, but i am not, no matter how hard i try, i can’t stay happy for too long. i’m seriously thinking about going to the tallest building in California and going all the way to the top and taking that one step shortcut to the lobby. I feel like i am going to let my parents down, because my grades are not the best, and i am not the brightest crayon in the box, and i’m definitely not beautiful, weighing over 230 and being 5″3. Maybe they will be better off with me? I think everyone would be better off…i don’t know anymore…..now that i think about it, i might take the shortcut to the lobby. Again thanks for reading this, me complaining and being so pathetic.
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You should tell your parents your depressed and get some therapy maybe meds would also help sometimes they do. I know parents in this gen aren’t too great in talking with. But at least make the first steps in attempting to deal with your situation. Suicide is not the only solution you have. But you talking on this site is great starters about what you could do to help yourself.
Hi, first of all, people have their own limitation. Dont underestimate your problem, people cope differently.
being bullied is a serious problem, and maybe you can try to tell your parents about your condition. They might be able to help.
Nobody is perfect, our flaw are what makes us, us. We are all perfectly imprefect.
if you ever need someone to talk to, im here okay. You can add my kik if you want to, and we can talk about anything, i’ll listen:)
Hello Andromeda,I m very sorry to hear about your troubles.I also have been bullied during my high school years.I mean,I was kicked,punched,teased and even got my head shoved inside the toilet bowl.I had it all.I guess this is how sometimes things are.We can’t do anything about it.But don’t let some bad insensitive people bring u down.The night is darkest before the dawn.