Truth is, im a failure in life. I fuck up in school and I cant even complete something in the summer no matter how small I set my goals. Why can other people complete things and I cant? Why cant I truly be happy? I hate myself. My dad left me and I think my mom doesnt like me. Its just hard not having anyone there for you in life you know? I lost the ispiration to live and I just hate myself. Im going to be a senior and I still dont even know what im going to do when I grow up plus I dont even have no knowledge on how im going to rent an apartment or get a job. What is the point of my life?
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The point of life is having children that pass on your genes. It’s really the only thing that brings anyone real enjoyment and happiness. Evolution is a ***** tho and not everyone wins. Life is tragic and mostly sucks. I suggest getting laid. Maybe it will provide clarity and purpose.
It’s hard to find motivation to do everyday things if you don’t trust and love yourself and its hard to do that when it feels like nobody else does, there’s probably someone or someones that appreciate you and love you but don’t show it because they don’t know you feel this way. I’ve learnt forme experience that it’s hard for most people to show they care because they’re too caught up in their own struggles.
My father left before I was born and my mother remarried twice to drunks. First remarry left us and then the last one was a hitter. BUT if your wait it out and find a way to get through that very small portion of life – you will make it! Go and apply for some jobs, not that hard to get in on the ground floor of some really great places to work and meet people. Then find a few roommates and get a place to share and live. Things get better!! I’m now in my 50s and have a job, house and family but felt the same way at 17 as you. I left home and started out on the journey. As for having kids and getting laid – don’t bring a child into this world until you can take care of yourself. Too many are out there right now because of that.