Sorry

I often sat and still do sit among friends and certainly feel out of place. Though I know I’m welcomed I feel I welcomed. I come across in person a lot more in control and and what not than I really am. I also come across for whatever reason more intelligent than I really am. There is what people perceive as a mysterious sense about me that they fill in the gaps with what they ultimately want me to be. This is all ultimately because I’m actually relatively quiet around people. So I feel totally out of place because I know that essentially I don’t add up to what they think of me. How ever, I don’t and would suggest to you that you shouldn’t as well let that or anything become a gauge of importance. That not fair to you to compare yourself to others by importance. If that’s even actually possible to measure. We are all important in different ways. You never really know the difference that could be made by you not being there. Ultimately even if your statement is true, then they are equal in the lack of importance cause it wouldn’t make a difference to you whether they were there or not in that situation. So this is back the whole it’s not really fair to anyone including you to attempt judging yourself against your friends by importance…..keep your head up. You do matter.