I cant take it i had enough i got a gun and tonight i blow my brains out. Everyday is the same shit and i cant take it !!
So good bye to this life and to being invisible !! I will finally be free and just sleep forever…
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Hi. Is there anything you want to talk about? Maybe there’s another solution?
I hope you find peace. I would also hope you won’t go through with it and instead keep holding on. I understand the difficulties of day to day living. There is a solution other than death, but not being able to find it is what keeps us in this depression. It’s tiring, and whatever path you decide to take I understand.
Please be safe.
I hope you respond to this comment rather than shooting yourself. I feel for you when you say you’re invisible, when you have so much pain inside bursting to get out and yet you have to keep it bottled up inside. They say ‘life ain’t easy’, well they got that right, it can be a bloody nightmare for some of us and it must be a nightmare for you to be about to end it. You posted this message, do you want to be heard, could that stop you, have you talked to anyone professionally before, could it help. Have you phoned a helpline, at this point in time I hope you will before you make that final decision. Even though I know you have a right to do want you wish, can there be another way. So many people suffer in life, so many suffer in silence, please try once more to reach out before you take a step that can’t be reversed.
You are not invisible! You are not a punching bag! Just because some ppl only seem to notice you when they are beating you does NOT mean the rest of the world works that way.
Right now you are reading messages from ppl who care about you as a person, who are also in pain, who don’t judge ppl based on their gender, orientation, color, or shoe size. I think you should stick around long enough to get a clear view of how the world is filled with bad ppl, good ppl, weird ppl, helpful ppl, sad ppl, fun ppl, loud ppl, small ppl, and CATS!!! You just can’t go wrong petting a cat. There are a zillion cats out there that need petting.
If you feel like you have to go, I understand. I’ve read your posts and it feels like you are rushing to oblivion. I personally don’t think this is something you should do in a hurry. You have the power to choose when you will end. Does it have to be right now?