i tried again today, but i still didnt cut deep enough. one day ill get it done i just have to keep working up the courage. i cant live like this anymore and no one will help me, people just want to make it worse. nothing else is really on my mind just plans to commit suicide. i have three, 2 i can work on while im here. one i have till the end of the month, then i wont have a choice (like i ever did). i cant go back to that place i have to die, because i know i cant stay here. i have to die
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where are we to go when you can’t stay ‘here’???? an I mean h’EARin every possible sence of the word (hear physically, herr emotionally, heer mentally, heare financially, here redundantly,) for it will surely be the death of you if you stay, this is a well cementented fact….but then where shall we dare to dwell? you cannot leave, for death will surely follow you no matter how far or fast you run….there will always be a ghost in the back of your closet, no matter where you roam….there will always be a few things, maybe several things, that you’re gonna find almost impossible to forget….
Erm slightly confused (but that’s nothing new)..
“I have three…” does that refer to your death options? I don’t understand that whole sentence, actually.
I know you said “I can’t go back to that place” in a previous post, why would you have to go back? Does “I cant stay here’ refer specifically to life or a certain place?
Sorry, I just want to understand…