Im tired of life, being a big failure on everything. Not being accepted by anyone. Bullied because of my phisic(i’m not english and i can’t spell right, sorry) well, i’m not here to tell my story. I wanted to ask everyone if pills overdose(OD) is a painless way to die? And if so, how much pills do i take and what type?.
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While info about methods isn’t allowed here, so i doubt anyone can answer that in detail, i can at least tell you pills are more likely to cause damage and more pain than death.
People who bully you are the ones with problems, not you, and i am sure there isn’t anything wrong with the way you look.
Don’t let them bring you down and if they get physical you should fight them back (learned the hard way that’s the only way to deal with them that works)
You’re not a failure, and even if you’re not accepted by anyone in your life right now, you might find someone (or even more than one) that you can get along with and will accept you for who you are.
Sorry for posting this here.
I’m currently by my self, i mean i have zero Friends. Never was able to keep a friendship, i always ruined it they would stop talking to me on about 3-4weeks. Even my family left me. I’m not good at anything, i always fail at everything
You can always make friends in the future. Always. There’s a lot of different types of people out there.
It’s hard to believe you ruined it every single time, but even if that’s true, you can always look back and learn from it.
But i really doubt you were the only one to blame for it not working out when it didn’t.
Your family left you? You mean physically or mental support kind of leave you?
You have no distant-family you can turn to maybe?
That’s not true, i’m sure you’re good at a few things at least.
Maybe at something you haven’t tried or found yet, too.
You try to overdose on pills, you’re most likely to vomit them up reflexively. It’s happened to people before.
“Never apologize for not being good enough because you are a person with value who deserves happiness. Don’t let others abuse you, and don’t abuse yourself. Let your spirit soar to great heights knowing that you are just fine. You are not a failure and never will be.”
Don’t let others define who you are and don’t beat yourself up.
We’ll always be here for you, i will, for sure!
In my case, yeah, no pain. My body did what any body would do and tried to get rid of them by way of vomit. After I threw up a few times and a distinct lack of pain I decided that my body managed to get rid of the pills. A friend from school sent me a message and after some back and forth he phoned me an ambulance. I managed to convince everyone that it was not an act of suicide so I got out of being sent to psych ward or something. To my dismay the doctor told me that had I waited another hour I would’ve been dead.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that pain is relative, you have a pain threshold and it’s entirely possible that it could be excruciatingly painful. Any pill is lethal with the right dosage, you would have to research what that dosage is for whatever pill you pick. One more thing, your stomach is a certain size and can only fit so much which may make certain doses impossible.
You came into this world innocent. You only began feeling inadequate from people around you. It unfortunately happens all too often when one doesn’t receive the necessary encouragement and reinforcement growing up or even worse, being put down often.
I am more than confident that you are good at many things. Rather than focusing in on what you’re not good at, focus in on what you are good at. And no, “I’m not good at anything” isn’t an acceptable answer. There’s something… you may have to think hard. It goes in the line of changing your thinking habit. 🙂
Hang in there. Talk with someone you trust about how you feel… a counsellor, therapist, relatives, etc.
Pills overdose is quite painful.. You can trust me with that
In a matter of fact, the types of pills which you’ll overdose makes it painless or painful
However i dont plan on sharing or prescribing any pills.. But if you want to die so bad, id say try to kill ur emotions first before ur body. Try to not care about anything.. Try, it will help
We aren’t allowed to share methods. All I know is that when I tried overdoseing on pills, once I stopped breathing, my body woke me and it was a real struggle. I tried to go back to sleep, but kept feeling like I was drowning. Finally, I couldn’t stand it anymore, suffocating to death and knowing it. I called for help. And I really wanted to die. But it was not physically possible.
Generally speaking, eating a whole box of Lucky Charms every day for thirty years is a better way to go.
OxyNorm and Maker’s Mark is a good fuckin’ time and it’d definitely kill you if you’re a lightweight. Too bad Oxy is an end-of-life treatment only (at least down here it is, to the best of my knowledge) and I used up my last remaining supply.
My experience with drug overdoses is that the corpse left behind has an unusual blue tinge to it, long before the decomposition process kicks in. My mate reckoned he’d seen the bodysnatchers take away a woman who was orange-ish once — man had been hitting the skooma I say.