40 cigarettes a day
2g of coke a week
a lot of weed a month
Countless bottles a month
The fucked up part, is that i’m not feeling sad… i really don’t care about me
Sometimes i still think about ending myself
I feel like i embraced my misery… i’ve accepted myself
As the fucking piece of shit that i am
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It’s possible to feel worse than sad. Sometimes feeling ‘nothing’ is worse than sadness.
I care about you.
Sev, se você precisar conversar de novo você sabe que pode me mandar email. Se acostumar a se sentir deprimido, destruído e infeliz não é uma coisa boa… Parece o começo do fim, e você não merece isso. Você merece um recomeço. x
I don’t think you’re a piece of poo… but that is quite a heavy list. It will take so much for it to diminish… Who you are is not defined by your vices, the things you are addicted to are not equal to your worth.
🙁 I wish you weren’t in such a position. I hope you are one day able to get out of it and leave it behind.
Sounds like we have kindred spirits….onlt difference is I have to get up for work and feel like shit…empty inside.