i deserve every inch of pain i’m getting, i’m a worthless peace of fuck and i’m too much work, i just bring the ones i love down, i make them hate me. but i deserve it. they need better than me. how could anyone love someone who doesn’t love themselves.
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You don’t -deserve- pain. Sometimes pain in life can help us down the road. We learn how to deal with it and move past it. The next time it happens, it’s easier to cope with and eliminate. We can also use the lessons we learn from it to help others who might be experiencing similar pains.
But you don’t -deserve- pain. You’re definitely not worthless.
No one deserves pain. No one. You’re also not worthless. Your in pain you’re probably going through a lot. You seem like a good person going through a tough time.
You don’t deserve any of this pain. That’s bullshit. I’m a miserable fuck and no one likes me that much. It’s the mental illness that fucked us up this way. We didn’t do anything to deserve it.
That little voice in my head that says things like that, now I really wouldn’t mind if she killed herself today. I’d happily hand her the rat poison. Sadly she insists on sitting at the fucking dinner table with me nightly. Lately she has been pretty quiet, but she always is when I’m feeling okay. When I need her to say something decent she is a total douchebag.