I wish you all continue having what I do not have.

I am here to write no about my eternal desire to die, because this is not a day for that. This is a day to be Thankful for others people happiness. This a day for be Thankful for all of you that have wrote me when I have been very close to take my own life. This is a day in which many will have the happiness that I do not have  and most probably will never have. A day in which many will be surrounded by family, others by friends.

Happy Thanksgiving for all of you. Wish you that can be have a wonderful day. And that can be safe, I wish all of you can find that little things that can safe us from dying.