Its funny, because I don’t even feel it coming on. But then, within a week, it has become me, stripped away all of my qualities and replaced it with a boiling, putrid rage. My parents physically repulse me. I see people only as opportunities, for my own gain, without feeling or empathy.
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from the “i don’t feel it coming on” I take it that this is something that repeats? How long does it last?
People can take all of us, all our qualities, but we can make a difference. We can become our older self again if we want to be. Or we can let all the putrid life that we have left gain and control us.
The emotional status that you have described in just few sentence is very negative. Love, never hate. And never ever do things waiting for something, do not take people as object and opportunities.
Man can I relate to this.