I just wish to die. But I don’t wanna suffer or go through pain. I just wish for my soul to leave this body. Can it please leave this body. What’s forcing me to be inside this body.
I wish to die on my sleep. When I am sleeping its like the only place where I am able to escape my awake phase.
How about never waking up?And staying there. Forever asleeping.
Why? Why? Do I have to live? I feel force to live in my body.
Exactly whats going on? Why am I put at the center of control by my body to live and do things?
I think and feel what makes my soul its sound. Soul its inside sound. If I could escape.
This misery of life.
Work, Study society expectations of us.
And this cravings that my body has.
Can I just sleep forever?
Sleep study? Dream study?