I want to cry but cant or even move. Fireworks will go off again soon. I did this to myself. I dated, i was weak, and i suffered and still am. Im not going to just meet someone thats just going to fall in place. Anytime soon even if we need it. Every partner i had, left. This one.. Im ready to go now.. And if i miss im just going to rip it out in agony and do it again. Well thata how i feel
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Im sure she’ll be talking and making fun about me to her friends.
I know the answer but why just once can the girl come back. Let the world turn or something i cant listen to music or watch sports or hardly think. When i think of my suicide a plan how.when.where. its really the only thing i want now
Its hard to walk away trust me I know that feeling, I used to linger on those thoughts and it would just make it worse :/
If she’s capable of making fun of you in front of her friends… maybe you shouldn’t want her back. Been there, quite a lot of times… trust me, if they’re capable of that you DON’T want them back, even if it hurts like hell, because the hurt that comes when they leave after they come back is even worse, and you lose even more life time.
Theres no point. She doesnt want me. I wanted to anything.. Even being humiliated. She called me pathetic for apologizing.. I didnt care. I have no confidence or self esteem i dont care.. I never did anything good and now i dont want to do anyyhing good for myself. I pray for death all i got to do is do it.
The thoughts i been carrying are gone.. I just keep thinking of the awesome times with her and im hurting myself
I finally deleted her number, but then wrote it in because i memorized it.. Im kinda stupid and not cut throat because i dont want to be. I dont want someone else i dont want anything. I wish i just listened to everybody after. I wish i wasnt born just to live in pain all the time
Hey there,
I just want you to know that you are better than this. Noone deserves to be made fun of, especially in front of friends. I understand teasing, but there is definitely a difference between teasing and making fun of someone.
This girl ain’t worth it. I know the feeling of wanting someone not good for me. As a matter of fact, I usually tend to go for the women of which aren’t very kind. But I tell you what, you find someone who actually treats you well, it feels a lot better, I promise you that.
Email if you really want to talk:
brl.cents@gmail.com
Wish i was dead for real. Not living dead