Its 2015 Before May my cousin still keeps on doing the same dame things to me I wish he would stop which he did around my he came back but with a girl good god yes his stop I thought. But no when his girl wasnt around he would still do the sexual things but this time he whispered in my ear while he forced me to have sex with him and took my v card but he told me “to bad I stool your v card now no guy would want to go out with you or marry you ” when he said to me I cried in silent thinking to myself that I’m. Dirty person no guy would and so date me. During May I would cut myself telling my self that I’m a slut now no one would love me not even touch me still crying myself to sleep still hasn’t told any one about this I thought I was alone forever and no one would know why. I wanted to died I want to kill myself but something deep down told me no. I would cry so much that I wanted to yell loud for someone to hear me and come to help me but I couldn’t I knew if I cried and told someone no would beleive me.
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Are you losthinata23? Please, don’t believe anything he says, he’s trying to manipulate and scare you. Even if people don’t believe your story, tell them about the things your cousin did to you — you will show him that he can’t control you anymore, and it can save other girls. Be strong. I know I’m just a stranger on the internet, but I believe your story; don’t be afraid of taking to a trustworthy family member and/or your parents.
At that time I couldn’t do anything even now but I’m still here but thank you I wish j could tell someone about this
I know it is very hard, but you will probably feel a lot better if you open up to someone and/or talk to the authorities. You don’t have to immediately go tell people tomorrow morning, just start thinking about who you can talk to. Who would understand and listen to you. Most of us have at least one person in our lives that is willing to help us, or at least listen to what we have to say.
We’re here on SP to listen too, don’t forget that.
Of course you’re not a “slut” (not that there’s anything wrong with having lots of consensual sex) – you’re being raped and forced against your will. You HAVE to tell someone because your cousin is a horrible person who must be stopped. What he has done to you is very illegal.
You should tell a school counselor if you can’t tell your parents, and hopefully they will help you inform social services and go to the police. Your cousin should be prosecuted for his crimes and so that you will feel safe. Don’t worry, the law is much stronger than he is.
I just wanted to let you know I read your post and my heart is really hurting for you. I can’t really say anything else, I’m sorry.
I’m very sorry for what he has put you through I believe and understand what you’re going through… I honestly do. He can’t hurt you anymore if you don’t tell someone. Even if they don’t believe you at first it will be in the back of their head so when they see him again it’ll eat them up. You can also save many other girls. He will most likely progress and get more violent, maybe with you or maybe with someone else so he has to be stopped before he can cause anymore damage to you and to others. I;m very sorry for what you get through. It will be hard it always will be and I’m just trying to be honest with you but certain do become easier. It won’t be as hard one day.
Oh love… you are in no way a slut. You are an incredibly strong, beautiful young woman who is being put through a living nightmare. You are an innocent victim of the most terrible kind of tragedy. I’m so sorry. I wish I could do more for you- take you away from this monstrosity of a human being. Please, find someone to confide in. @unsedcanvas has a very valid point- they may not immediately believe you, but it will sit in the back of their minds. You’re so strong- please, please confide in someone. You may be able to find someone who can get this monster away from you and possible other victims.
U should tell and get some kind of peace bond if he trys to go near u he could get introuble
Oh hun you are in no way a slut. He shouldn’t be doing this to you. If anything he’s the slut. And hun, what he said about no one will ever want to date or marry you simply isn’t true. One day you will be able to marry someone who loves you and who what ill help mend your brokenness and accept you although you aren’t a virgin.
People can be really cruel sometimes. You dont deserve to suffer like this. Im very sorry for what you’re going through. You have to speak up and tell someone about the abuse. If you keep quiet, its like you’re giving him more power over you. And you are so much stronger than that. Show him how strong you actually are.