I had a plan. But things keep moving from bad to worse and worse and fucking horrible.
It was going to be wonderful. Poetic in a way. Peaceful. Painless. Less traumatizing for whoever will find me. But fuck that. Tonight, Im taking a rope to a tree I usually run off to when my parents are at each other’s throats. I always find peace there. Now it’ll be forever peaceful, finally.
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I’m sorry that you’ve reached that point and that your plans failed, but i’d recommend you to read up on that method… really bad things can happen if that fails, so even if your situation is really bad atm i’d advice to see if you can somehow go with the more peaceful, safe method (even if you have to wait a little bit). Plus, if you go today you’d miss the gift basket.
I’m sorry you’ve reached this point. I’ve read your story and the things that have happened to you are horrific. I know you’re in so much pain. But I hope you get past this point. You have something in you, a strength and power, that I think could help you move past this situation – far away from it. You’re strong. I understand if you want or feel you need to end it now, but I hope you get past this part. I hope there’s more to your story. And I hope you find peace soon, wherever and however you find it.
Yeah that m3thod is very tricky. Plus. Please don’t.
I remember your story, it really made me cry. I’m sorry to know that you may not be alive anymore after tonight, but I understand that you want to find peace. I still hope that you decide to give life a new chance.
I know things don’t seem good right now and hope is nonexistent or really, really small… But still. I don’t believe in “miracles” for myself, but I hope that one happens in your life. Stay well and good luck, I hope you find the peace you deserve (hopefully in life).
I’m sorry you think that’s the only way out. You and your brother deserved better.