And the shit show continues

Everyones still playing me like im fucking stupid and i dont know anything about it. My mom thinks having a job is going to keep me from being depressed. No, sorry its not that simple. Im starting to hate these people more then i did before. I cant wait untill im gone. Everyone gets a free day to talk shit about me, and they act like i dont know where there going. I dont understand why do the people who are the closest to you, and who are supposed to love you have to be the same people who make you feel the worst about yourself. They think im stupid, maby i am. But it dosnt matter. I got a job when i get a car i can move out and then no one has to worry about seeing me again. There is a good side to this. One way or another they will never have to see me again, and if they want to talk to me then ( which i doubt will ever happen again ) then ill be just as fake as they are. Theres no reason for us to be close anymore. Im stupid for thinking they would forgive me, so i guess they where right. My mistake for thinking things would get better. Oh well i dont need them there just roommate and soon they will be strangers. So yeah there is good in this, im still feeling hopeful.