I dont know if its depression or or normal teenage bullshit, but i just dont give a fuck about anything anymore. I used to have good grades now theyre slipping and i have exmas coming up but zero motivation to study. All ive been doing is being usless by sleeping, crying, eating too much, and cutting. My parents are also sick of me. They expect me to be happy all the time and dont know why i never am. They were having a one-sided arguement with me today and told me that theyre ashamed of me and that they should just poison my sister and i (whom they also hate) and just kill us. But theres nothing wrong with that, theyre right im useless and see no point in life so i should just die. I just dont know whats the best method of suicide.
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Um…your parents threatened to kill you and your sister? What is wrong with them!?
I believe what your dealing with is depression and not “normal teenage bullshit.” Normal teenage bullshit is crying because One Direction lost a member.
Depression is serious and it’s unfortunate your parents cannot see that. Although it seems to be a rather common occurrence among those suffering from depression (myself included.) You’re not useless, you have the right to feel how you feel and you also have the right to receive help.
Are there any counselors at your school you can reach out to? How is your relationship with your sister? Is there anyway you and her can seek help together?
Sorry for the questions. You deserve to be heard and given a chance.
I can’t even seek help. I feel so overwhelmed. I just want to die. My sister has depression and has gone through the same thing. I don’t want to bother her because she has her probkems right now. She’s trying to earn money right now to save up for college after. We need our parents for the financial security even though I really want to leave.
Your parents violated one of the most basic principles of parenting, that they are to keep you safe, and in the absence of that ability, supply the illusion of safety. They failed this by threatening to poison you and your sister. Seek help. Please.
From who? I need my parents right now for financial security. I need to get a job soon and start earning money but it’ll be long before I leave.
How old are you and your sister?
I am really saddened, to hear that someones parents could be like that.
And i know there seems like no solution to this, but i believe that itll get better. It has to.
Take care of yourself and your sister.