After one more day in my life, i got a “news”, i went for a walk with some music, with my life going deeper and deeper and i came a across to this.
I dont know if im depressed, all i know is that im empty and hopeless, i hope i dont last that much longer because i find no happiness or goals, in matter fact the news is about why some girl just gave up on me, some1 that ive met in the first day of the year, some1 who could bring some sort of light, she said to her friends that i was empty with no propose thats why, my ex girl said something that now leads me to te same “insult” and a piece of me just gone.
Im about to share this on facebook, i dont want any kind of attention, its not particularly about me, because im just giving up on me, but i would like to help those who have hope and future.
Im looking for opinions and any kind of “correction”.
I dont want to make it wrong, i dont want to get it wrong, because i cant handle more mistakes, maybe im digging my grave maybe im helping somebody else, who knows.
Thanks SP.
“Once upon a time.. No i’m sorry im not telling a story, i’m just writting because the world is blind.
Sometimes, but only sometimes, people can hit the bottom of ocean so hard that They feel like not having breath enough to swim back to the surface.
They start to loose the major battle, than the next one, the next right to the next, and than.. only the smallest ones left, but there is no strengh left even if those are easy they become a war.
And no! Does not matter why or how They get in there, pain is pain.
Wars cannot be won if there is no soldiers to fight, yes, soldiers, not only a soldier.
It is not because everyone got to know about it or even understand, because it does not make any difference, but because the loved ones.
They dont need to stand anonymous or even alone, if those who surround Them dont get it, they are not needed, they can walk away and move on with their lifes, there is no point of keeping them just to keep the appearances or to show the world something that is not real.
In matter of fact They dont need any kind of fantasy, pity, fake tools, or Great amount of whatever hacks, they only need the enough and the real.
They do not have to be ashamed of what They are, or what They feel or even what They became, every new day glasses are broken and sun rises.
I can’t tell if there is hope, but i can tell that They do not need to be judged before being known or understood, maybe, the “outsiders” would be suprised with what they are leaving behind, or what they could do for Them, instead they just break these tiny glasses that were on floor already.
They dont need to live the way the “others” do, They dont need to please anyone else beside themselfs.
This is about to stop, and step back;
This is about to fight back;
This is about to stop behind afraid;
This is about to share and to let Them come out;”